I don't fit in
Had you ever heard yourself
You never even think before you speak
So be it at least I'd not be able to destroy a persons confidence or their life
A little they will get over it
With me i have a tag
Plastic so severely not even a hedge trimmer can remove it
My self esteem is so down the toilet you have no idea...
What you have done just by saying your stupid thoughts on air
I remember years ago all the beautiful things you said to me
How you made me feel and inside i felt wonderful and content
"He'll never be good enough for you as you're the most amazing girl anyone would be so lucky to have you close to him..."
"Why do you feel guilt and feel your never good enough and i believe you can do anything..."
Now you're worse than ripened lemon straight down your throat
I am not good enough and that nobody will ever accept me as i am
Nobody will ever love me and to be honest who are you on this Earth nothing but another child of Adam
"Trust me you're nothing but something easy and something to be used and abused and you will never be able to handle it...
All my inventions i threw away all of my hopes and dreams
"Trust me this is the most stupid idea ever who on earth will go for this"
stones crumbled off to now you cannot stop with what was stuck back on...
You had no idea the depression or feelings i felt
So effortlessly bored and lonely
I never had motivation all i had was criticism and tough love which never works for me
I can never stand this person you have become and i feel i am hating you
Its so hard to hate you yes i can forgive the emotional wrecking damage but not who you have become...
I might as well tattoo my head with your words including this so then i will be truly labeled
"You're not normal get this into your thick stupid mental mind..."
"You're disabled you don't know what you're doing..."
I might not know alot of things but a disability is a living condition
We would appreciate not being labeled
I'd hate to see what people say to a part of you
I would never want that part of you hurt because i love that part very much
I hope to thy Lord what goes around will not come back around to haunt you
As you always say people's daughters end up on the rocky road if moms talk about other people's kids
I am somebody else's child and thanks so much and because of you i don' feel normal
I feel hopeless and i feel worthless
Everything i do is so rubbish
No point in carrying on
Or maybe better to go away from you so i can concentrate if i fail i will fail it will be a will of my lord
You don't have authority to tell me what i am or what i am not
I hate you for what you say to me
For how you treat me
You never understand me or believe me when i try to explain to you
I hate how i lost all my confidence in life and especially in you
I remember years ago i always thought you'd never turn out this way
Now i know if you read this you will know how i feel and it will be another third degree lecture
Of who cares and who does not
Invisible i was fine its when I got close to everyone I kept getting hurt
All the trust is gone now
I cannot even trust you out of all people
All i can trust is my Lord
Seen as i am labeled not normal i might as well tattoo myself not normal so everyone will know
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