im waking up
tomorrow
and im determined
to not feel a thing
for any of
you
not the past
or the
present
i will finally feel
nothing
not even your
absence
my tears have run
dry
my emotions
have been
severed
ill be able to
look at you
but not as a
lover
tomorrow
i will open
my eyes
and be thankful
just for being
alive
i will laugh
and smile
all the while
thinking ahead
and leaving you
behind
i wont remember you
or even the days
when you were
mine
i will see your face
those beautiful eyes
and those
lips
the lips that i love
that love to speak
lies
that face
will look at me
tomorrow
and scream out
my name
over and over
again
but i wont look up
or even back
my name
has changed
my day will be
different
and finally
i wont remember
your name
or your face
im starting over
my memories erased
the day will be
young
and i will be full
of life
thinking of me
forgetting
you
i cant wait for
tomorrow...