Never around these days
A year ago today I'd see your beautiful physique leering in the alley...
And so i have to wonder
where you wander off to
No longer joined at the hip with the lookalike
I couldn't believe about the drugs
You hardly see the crew smoke on regular streets
Boymontanahs impressing their families secretly on drugs
Sacred relationships only in the open of their network of friends
Are you one of them i see you as my firework
Yet i will always wonder why do you like me out of a million girls
So much to uncover leaving more to discover
Am i mysterious as i don't think i play that part well
Where do you wander off to
Fear to look me in the eye is confusion on my part
Do you really like me or is this a sick game
No means of contact i should just give up
A sweetness brews out of your beautiful eyes i have to wonder
That smile so contagious i need to know where i will stand
So much you do not know i am afraid it will hurt
The cultures we already know clash although i do not care
Are you a boymantanah?
Would you just want to impress your family or seek your own happiness
I have a heart of gold with imperfections
I am affectionate but afraid to disappoint my lord
I don't want anything besides marriage
Yet we're years apart and i still do not care
I can level it out but i don't think you will handle the truth
I never wanted to like you but your continuous crush has left me in the cold
If your neutral agree what about the extended as i cannot bear anymore dirty laundry with stains impossible to lift
I wish you would just forget so i can forget, but in my eyes you're so beautiful
Is it because you're adorable and so shy and i like this or is it my loneliness
I got my life and i wonder about your intentions
Where do you wander off to is it true about your girl
You cannot string people along or mislead them
Do they really know you and what is the truth behind this