From The 1st Now Come The Worst Of Thanksgiving®

This Year Thanksgiving
will fall on Our Anniversary,
how dare i be existing/living
without Him here with me!
But i Give Thanks Above
that i had Him to share,
a life Of Heavenly Love
that this often cold world i could bear!
In assisted living now
with friends that i can find,
to them i take a bow
and praise them in kind!
For i'm an embarrassment
to my family in blood anymore,
because i was always young at heart+different
and probably still be cause i've aged by the score!
To True Love i gave my heart
and then had it broken,
when from this earth He had to part
my pain not understood,heard by them or spoken!

I always had Daddy And Mom
to wipe the tears away,
Then Precious Faron and not just some
He kept them All at bay!
I hope you all have a full table
of loved ones and food to eat,
(i)myself will greet the day if i'm able
with loneliness in 1 other seat!
Feeling sorry for myself
well i think i've earned that right,
i can't keep my heart on the shelf
when i miss Him with all my might!
Whatever tears my eyes
shed with all their might every single day,
it should come as no surprise
that i need Peace and down i long to lay!
But i'm still TRYING to hang on and still here
for what it's worth,
waiting for mercy to land and appear
longing for My Heavenly Rebirth!
Now i'm for sure no angel
but i have my broken self to offer you,
and these wings i need for my soul
to fly To Him in The Heavenly Yonder True!

For now will you take
me to your table without regret,
can i sit amongst you in spirit and make
You Thankful That We Met?
From That 1st Best Thanksgiving In 1981
When The Most Special Angel Sat Here,
Now The Worst It Has Become
Tasting In Every Dish An Endless Tear!
Even in a crowd
i'd be alone,
there hangs a grey cloud
with flooding tears missing its blue sky home!
It's snowing all around
but it looks like Angel Dust,
like magic it makes my weary heart pound
to think on the holidays how We Fussed!
Over The Gathering
that we both laid
out a feast made for Queen And King
to have that now My All I'd Trade!
to have that now My All I'd Trade!
{ If He Wasn't Here In Spirit My Heart Would Bust }
My Truest Love....
Happy Early Thanksgiving And Anniversary Above
{ I'm So Thankful You Were Given To Me Heart And Soul }
Top Love 4ever Stop Mourning You Never
Only Your SALLY For Sure






You Not Here Physically
Even The Wolf In The Moon Is Crying With Me

((((IT BEARS REPEATING))))