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Sitting and Confused


Sitting here and feeling confused.
Just sitting here all alone and feeling confused.
I just don't know what to do.
I've tried and tried so very hard
to help you, but the harder I try
I get more lose and confused.
All you do is push me more and more
to the side unwilling to accept the help
that I'm willing to give you.
So what do I do?
 Do I keep trying or do I just give up?
It's hard for me because I love you so much.
Did you ever stop to think that I may need a life too?
 A life without all the drama and your silly games.
I think I've put my life on hold, far to long for you.
Your not a child any more but a young lady with a life of your every own.
I think it's time for me now, to have a life that I can enjoy now.
 A life where I can finally find some peace, joy
 and happiness for myself once again.
Oh, how I wish it could be so easy to start again,
but it's always something with you again.
Always having to stop and drop everything that
I may have had planed, just because  
 something is wrong with you again.
I've always put you first, so willing to give you  
that I can give to you.
Help, money, time and support but still
there is never any feeling of appreciation
that I ever get from you.
I've changed my plans to be there for you,
only to always hear your same old excuse from you.
It's I'm running late, the baby is still sleeping
and I haven't gotten her ready yet.
It's always the same old thing with you.
So I'm just sitting here and feeling so confused.
I just don't get all the dumb things that you do.
 You always seem to hurt all the one's that love you the most.
The more I try to help you out the more you just
take advantage of all the good I try to do for you.
Enough is enough, I think it's time
for me to start taking care of myself.
I'm tired of looking sick and looking so damn tired all the time.
 Always worrying about both you and my grandchild,
still you do nothing about getting out.
All I get is excuses why you can't leave.
So I'm left here to only sit and wait.
There is no respect, support and understanding
that I get from you.
You just think that I'll always just be here for you,
each and every time you ask me for help.
I love you and my grandchild so much that I've
 put my own life on hold far to long.
I've been sitting and been so damn confused,
I just can't understand why is it taking you so long to see,
that nothing is ever going to change.
You have to make that change and start helping yourself.
I'm just to tired to keep going on like this.
I'm tired of just being confused.
I'm sitting here and I'm so confused,
I just don't know what ever happen to
my girl that I once knew. Lose, so lose
in your own world, I hope and pray
that you will open your eyes some day
and see what is really all around you.
See all the people who truly and really love you.
But for now I'm tired sitting here and feeling confused.
It's time for me to move on. For life is to short
and I've put my life on hold far to long.
I've tried to help so much times but the more I help
you just take more and more advantage of me.
Open your eyes and look around why can't you
see all the people who truly and really love
and want to take care of both baby and you.
It's time to wake up and see what you're doing to yourself.
It's Time for you to say I need HELP.

March 20, 2014



 







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