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Feeling Lost


Feeling lost and so alone, there is no one to call my own.
to much pain so much hurt tired of trying to make it all work.
Family divided, I'm all alone. No one on my side everything
I do or say is never ever right.
Always wrong, can't do anything to make things right.
There is no one to listen to anything that I have to say.
Feeling down and out, no where to run, there is no way to go.
There is just no where to go, not even to hide
 to get some peace of mind.
Always, doubting, always judging.
There is No trust left in this life that is called mind.
What is there to do, to try and make things right?
Nothing! There is nothing to do or say,
to even try and repair all the damage that has been done.
To many years that this has been going on.
No one strong enough to step in and try and fix this mess that I'm in.
Always easier to believe the one who is in the wrong,
then to believe one who always tells the truth.
The damage has already been done and it's not fair,
that I'm the one that always has to pay for every body else mistakes.
God, please just tell me when will all this just come to a stop.
Tell me when will I get the trust and respect that
 I truly deserve for all the things that I haven't done.
When will they realize that I'm a good person?
I'm not all the things they said I am.
I don't lie, I have never stolen a thing in my life.
I have always tried to help out as much as I can
to anyone who may needed a helping hand.
Loving, giving and oh so forgiving
 is the person that I truly am.
If only they would just stop and listen to my side of the story,
then maybe they would finally realize who have been wrong
all this time and who have been right for a long time.
God I hope and pray that You are hearing what I have to say.
Please help me stop feeling this way.
Take this feeling of lose and pain, please replace
it with happiness and joy that I need in my life.
Give me a chance to live a life that I finally can feel
 I can be a part of, a life that I can finally be proud of.
January 20, 2014







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