Why would I be so special for you to love?
Why make me believe you ever could?
You wiped away tears and replaced them with a smile,
And I felt something about you I'd not felt in a while.
We planned our future, talked over our plans,
I felt like I was walking on air whilst holding your hand,
When you looked into my eyes and I felt my heart beat,
I thought love had finally brought me to my feet.
We used to cuddle up on the sofa and laugh at TV,
I was falling for you and thought you were with me,
We talked about our pasts but we didn't get too deep,
You always told me you loved me before you went to sleep.
The ways you held me, the gentle way that we kissed,
I could write you pages and pages of the things that I miss,
Yes it was only four and half months we were together,
But me and you against the world; I thought we'd be forever.
You broke down my walls and I began to let go,
Of the past memories that once caused a big shadow,
I'd look at your smile and fall in love with you again,
I loved being wrapped up in your arms listening out for the rain.
You brought light to my life, now I'm sat in the dark,
Wondering why you left me, and how I want you back.
But deep down inside I think I already know,
I was nothing special and that's why you let me go.
If you loved me like you said, how could you hurt me like this?
It's like every plan was a lie, every hug, every kiss,
The nights we spent together and I felt like I'd struck gold,
Have now been replaced with being sat in the cold.
Why? I ask, that's all I can do,
Did I think I was special enough for you,
Obviously I did something but you will not tell,
I guess you just got bored of me once I was under your spell.