When One Is Made to Feel Ashamed

When one is made to feel ashamed it is an awful experience.
Being ashamed is termed as embarrassed or regretful.
I have been made to feel this way for sometime now.
There is a special man of whom I have so cared about and now he has nothing to do with me.
I feel shame and regret over this incident happening sometime ago.
I had no control over the situation and though it seems to him that I did.
It is sad that something like this should occur but it wasn't in my power to do anything about it.
The man I have a deep love for as a person and I thought of him as a friend but not today.
The friendship ended and there is no more friendship at all.
This is regrettable and very sad.
I have done everything I could do to make it right as far as I know and nothing moves him.
He is immutable about the matter and will be this way for the rest of his life I guess.
I know it is hurting me and pains me every time I am able to see him.
It would be nice for him to move on to another place and start there and leave this place alone.
This would be so easy but I don't feel it is going to happen.
I don't hate the man in fact I still love him as I did before but he will never know it.
Shame and regret are now mine to deal with and consider.
I hope it will work itself out and make things better but I don't see it happening any time soon.
(© Poeticbearlovestowrite 2014)

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