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 A New Woman

The Air we both breathed

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How long
Will it take
For you
To believe this around
I won the argument
We are in no competition
Or exhibition
Yet i always seem to be one wrong
But now i stand strong
Enough to say this time around
I won
I was right and you was wrong

Still can't put
A sock in it
Saying I'm still in the wrong
That i envied things of her
When i got my own life
If a promise is made by mother
Wasn't it my duty
To protect her young
Or at least give the advice whether she were to take it or not

You are still adamant
in your judgment
Proven already full of cr*p
that she truly is a shining diamond she wishes to be
Yet i can see cracks that have formed
You don't see anything
Or feel anything i have felt
All you do is cause me pain
Stress and make me cry

So many nights i cry
Wishing to be understood
But if you can't
I have to turn to my friends and not to you
The truth we all know you still don't believe in my changes

I can't explain or breathe
Its like we can't have air
Where will this leave the balloon we once were
Everyone said how close and how amazing
So what happened to everything

You keep blaming social media
But this is all in your own head
I blame the people coz it wasn't the screen which started it
It was the words
The lies and backstabbing
But still i will never i am right and i know i am
More than you will ever know

I didn't wanna lose you
Coz you mean more to me than a bunch of shi*holes
Yet you seemed to be so angered and so hurt
It made me want to stay away and not do anything
the kids have been washed in their brains
Yet its OK for others to do what i didn't do

Hatred is strong
but i dislike you with the flame of 100 suns
I can't dislike you and love you then dislike you
I will crack open
Like an eggshell
Sometimes i don't know why i haven't fried or boiled up
already







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