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MY HEART CANT TAKE TO SEE HER NOT BECAUSE I HATE HER ITS BECAUSE I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HER:
NOW DIVORCED MY FUTURE IS NOT FOR SURE:
I FEEL LOST AND ALONE:
I FEEL EMPTY WITH NO HOME OF MY OWN:
I DO NOT KNOW WHAT THE TIME LINE IS FOR GETTING OVER THIS AND FEELING RIGHT:
EVERYDAY I AM FIGHTING TO BE NORMAL WITH NO END IN SIGHT:
MY HEART CANT TAKE TO SEE HER NOT BECAUSE HER I HATE:
ITS BECAUSE TO MYSELF I DO NOT FEEL SO GREAT:
TO BE DIVORCED I NEVER WOULD CHOOSE TO BE MY FATE:
THIS IS WHAT I HATE:
I DO NOT KNOW WHAT LOVE IS ANYMORE:
I REALLY AM NOT SURE:
IF I WAS GOOD ENOUGH IN SO MANY WAYS MAYBE SHE WOULD OF STAYED:
BUT TO DIVORCE ME AND LEAVE ME HER DECISION IS FINAL AND MADE:
SHE WILL ALWAYS BE ON MY MIND:
TO MOVE ON AND FORGET HER I AM REALLY TRYING:
AS A MAN WHEN YOU GET DUMPED:
IT BEATS YOU TO A PULP AND PUTS YOU IN A SLUMP:
RIGHT NOW I DONT HAVE NO MOTIVATION AND DRIVE TO FINANCIALLY SUCCEED:
I AM IN SURVIVAL MODE DESPERTLY TRYING TO STOP MY HEART BLEED:
I AM TRYING TO FIND MY DIRECTION AND TO PULL MYSELF OUT OF THIS LOW:
SHE DOES NOT LOVE ME I KNOW:
SHE DOES NOT HAVE RESPECT FOR ME OF ANY:
ALL THAT SHE IS INTERESTED IN IS TO GET FROM ME EVERY LAST PENNY:
I AM TRYING MY BEST TO MOVE ON AND LET IT ALL GO:
BUT I JUST DONT WANT TO SEE HER OR SAY A WORD TO HER YOU KNOW:
I WISH HER THE BEST AND I HOPE HAPPINESS SHE CAN FIND:
I AM TRYING MY BEST TO BE UNDERSTANDING NICE AND KIND:
RIGHT NOW MY HEART CANT TAKE TO SPEAK TO HER OR SEE HER AGAIN:
BUT ALL MY BEST TO HER I DO SEND:

14 DECEMBER 2014


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MY HEART CANT TAKE TO SEE HER NOT BECAUSE I HATE HER ITS BECAUSE I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HER