So Much
Looking at my face while shaving
I see an old man
Not particularly interesting
Someone who is beginning to look his age
Bald patches lined by course gray hair
Wildly growing unless closely cropped
Within my eyes I see a sadness
So many miles traveled
So much left undone
So much sin
So much
Looking at my face while shaving
I see an old man
Not particularly handsome
Someone who has made peace
With the fact of who I am
As well as who I am not
Able to see the maturity of my soul
So much has changed
So much freshness
So much desire
So much
Looking at my face while shaving
I see an old man
Not particularly talented
Yet in union with possibility
No longer what I was
Not fully what I will be
I am only what I am
So much opportunity
So much need
So much joy
So much
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2014