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I HAVE LOST MY MOTIVATION TO WORK AGAIN

I HAVE LOST MY MOTIVATION TO GO BACK TO WORK AGAIN
IF OR WHEN I RETURN TO WORK, I DO NOT KNOW WHEN
THIS DIVORCE HAS KNOCKED THE WIND OUT OF ME, COMPLETE
I FEEL SO MUCH LESS THAN ELITE
MY MOOD CAN CHANGE IN A MINUTE, FROM STRONG TO WEAK
FROM VICTORY TO DEFEAT
I'M FEELING MORE AND MORE EVERYDAY THAT I HAVE TO GET AWAY
I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO GO OR WHERE I WILL STAY
I DON'T WANT PEOPLE TO LOOK AT ME AS A BLACK CLOUD WHEN I HANG MY HEAD
I FEEL MY HEART IS SO EMPTY, ALL THE BLOOD, OUT HAS BLED
I HAVE NO MOTIVATION TO WORK AGAIN
ONE DAY, MAYBE, BUT NOW I DON'T KNOW WHEN
MY MONEY IS LIMITED AND LOW
VERY FAR, I CAN'T GO
RIGHT NOW I JUST FEEL LIKE I WANT TO GO TO SLEEP
AND FORGET ABOUT ALL THE NEGATIVENESS I FEEL SO DEEP
I WILL CONTINUE TO DO MY BEST
WILL CONTINUE TO PASS LIFE'S TEST
I WILL TRY TO BE PATIENT AND CONFIDENT
EVERYDAY WILL TRY TO BE POSITIVE IN MY TIME SPENT
NUMB IS HOW I FEEL
IT DOESN'T EVEN FEEL REAL
I KNOW THERE ARE OTHERS IN THE WORLD WITH PROBLEMS WORRY AND PAIN SO MUCH GREATER THAN I
SO GET MOTIVATED AND SMILE, WIPE OFF THE SIGH
SO AGAIN I WILL REGROUP AND TRY
BUT I'M REALLY LOW
AND DOWN NOW I CAN'T DENY
AT LEAST IS OUT SHINING BRIGHT
THE BLUE SKIES ARE BEAUTIFUL IN MY SIGHT
PRAY AND PRAY AND PRAY AND HOLD ON TO HOPE
CALL TO GOD NOW WHEN YOU FEEL SO LOW
AND HE WILL HELP YOU COPE


4 DECEMBER, 2014


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I HAVE LOST MY MOTIVATION TO WORK AGAIN