When you start to dig deeper and think deeper and start processing all the negativeness
It zaps your strength, draining you emotionally, physically, mentally, and you lose your zest.
As you process all of the negativism, you come to fully realize
How those who you thought cared about you are smiling at you in disguise.
They do not speak of you well
Negative gossip about you, that belittles and minimizes you, to others they tell.
As I am processing all of this negativeness that I feel
The negative energy- my peace it did steal.
I do not want to process any more negativeness today
I just want to get back my peace and humbly pray.
