One of the worst times I have ever had was not knowing where Mom was for a full twenty -four hours.
Mom had been taken to the hospital but was so reported she had returned home.
Nothing was further from the truth.
Mom had been placed; in intensive care.
I couldn't believe no one had said anything of telling me the truth.
I feel so outdone of not knowing where Mom was for this length of time.
When I did find out I rushed to her side able to walk for sure.
I had a blessed gift there for I don't have it today.
Anyway, Mom, in intensive care made me feel the end was approaching.
She was reportedly losing kidney function and Mom was septic.
The awfulness of seeing Mom failing this way was beyond my human comprehending.
Mom wanted me to help get her out of there which is where I lost my composure..
Thankfully, my cousin was with me to help Mom understand it wasn't possible to take her home.
It is a lugubrious time for me as I recall the events that happened.
The only positive thing is Mom is today and forever; in Heaven because of her confession.
The lonely night of this happening is replayed every 23rd of the months that pass.
Jesus didn't leave me comfortless for I still have my brother whom I love.
I will one day thanks to Jesus arise and be there with Mom for all time.
(© Poeticbearlovestowrite 2015) s