John's poems of...LIFE - LIVING &LOVE...JDJ
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WHAT IF, WOULD HAVE, COULD HAVE, SHOULD HAVE
WHAT IF, WOULD HAVE, COULD HAVE, SHOULD HAVE, I DID THAT:
WOULD THAT NOW CHANGE THE REALITY,AND THE FACT:
WHAT IF I WOULD OF DONE THAT:
HOW WOULD IT HAVE CHANGED MY LIFE,IF I WORE A DIFFERENT HAT:
WHAT IF I COULD OF DONE THAT, WAY BACK WHEN:
WOULD THAT OF CHANGED, HOW THINGS HAVE TURNED OUT AND BEEN:
MAYBE I SHOULD OF DONE SOMETHING DIFFERENT, IN MY LIFE:
AND WOULD OF STOPPED ALL THE UNDO, PAIN UPSET AND STRIFE:
WHAT IF I WOULD OF SAID THIS OR THAT YEARS , AND YEARS AGO:
WOULD IT HAVE SAVED ME FROM THE HURT AND MISERY NOW THAT I KNOW:
I THINK IS THERE ANYTHING, THAT I COULD HAVE DONE BETTER:
FOR WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME AND HER:
SO, MANY THOUGHTS RACE THROUGH MY MIND:
WITHIN ME ., PEACE IM STRUGGLING TO FIND:
I JUST NEVER PICTURED THIS TO BE MY FATE:
I KNOW ITS OVER AND DONE, ITS JUST TOO LATE:
I BLAME MYSELF, I DIDNT HAVE ALOT OF WEALTH:
I BLAME MYSELF, I GAINED TOO MUCH WEIGHT AND HAVE FAILING HEALTH:
I BLAME MYSELF, THAT I WAS NOT A PERFECT MAN:
TO END IT ALL WAS NO WHERE IN MY LIFE LONG PLAN:
ITS STILL HARD FOR ME TO ACCEPT, AND HOW COULD SHE JUST WALK AWAY:
ITS REALLY BEEN THREE YEARS, BUT STILL I CARRY THE HURT WITH ME THE SAME TODAY:
IF I WOULD OF DONE THAT, OR DID SOMETHING IN A DIFFERENT WAY:
WITH ME WOULD SHE HAVE DECIDED TO STAY:
I FELT THAT NO MATTER WHAT I DID OR SAID:
YEARS AND YEARS AGO, SHE ALREADY MADE HER BED:
SHE WAS JUST WAITING FOR HER TIME:
I ALWAYS WAS AWARE OF EVERY LITTLE MOOD AND SIGN:
SO I REST MY CASE:
AND YES I FEEL AS A BROKEN VASE:
BUT NOW I HAVE TO COME TO ACCEPT:
AND LET GO OF THIS HURT AND REGRET:
RIGHT NOW SHE IS HAPPY LIVING ALL ON HER OWN:
AND ME I AM , THINKING WHAT WOULD HAVE, COULD HAVE, SHOULD HAVE,HAPPENED , WHILE IM HERE ALL ALONE:
24 MARCH 2015:
WOULD THAT NOW CHANGE THE REALITY,AND THE FACT:
WHAT IF I WOULD OF DONE THAT:
HOW WOULD IT HAVE CHANGED MY LIFE,IF I WORE A DIFFERENT HAT:
WHAT IF I COULD OF DONE THAT, WAY BACK WHEN:
WOULD THAT OF CHANGED, HOW THINGS HAVE TURNED OUT AND BEEN:
MAYBE I SHOULD OF DONE SOMETHING DIFFERENT, IN MY LIFE:
AND WOULD OF STOPPED ALL THE UNDO, PAIN UPSET AND STRIFE:
WHAT IF I WOULD OF SAID THIS OR THAT YEARS , AND YEARS AGO:
WOULD IT HAVE SAVED ME FROM THE HURT AND MISERY NOW THAT I KNOW:
I THINK IS THERE ANYTHING, THAT I COULD HAVE DONE BETTER:
FOR WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME AND HER:
SO, MANY THOUGHTS RACE THROUGH MY MIND:
WITHIN ME ., PEACE IM STRUGGLING TO FIND:
I JUST NEVER PICTURED THIS TO BE MY FATE:
I KNOW ITS OVER AND DONE, ITS JUST TOO LATE:
I BLAME MYSELF, I DIDNT HAVE ALOT OF WEALTH:
I BLAME MYSELF, I GAINED TOO MUCH WEIGHT AND HAVE FAILING HEALTH:
I BLAME MYSELF, THAT I WAS NOT A PERFECT MAN:
TO END IT ALL WAS NO WHERE IN MY LIFE LONG PLAN:
ITS STILL HARD FOR ME TO ACCEPT, AND HOW COULD SHE JUST WALK AWAY:
ITS REALLY BEEN THREE YEARS, BUT STILL I CARRY THE HURT WITH ME THE SAME TODAY:
IF I WOULD OF DONE THAT, OR DID SOMETHING IN A DIFFERENT WAY:
WITH ME WOULD SHE HAVE DECIDED TO STAY:
I FELT THAT NO MATTER WHAT I DID OR SAID:
YEARS AND YEARS AGO, SHE ALREADY MADE HER BED:
SHE WAS JUST WAITING FOR HER TIME:
I ALWAYS WAS AWARE OF EVERY LITTLE MOOD AND SIGN:
SO I REST MY CASE:
AND YES I FEEL AS A BROKEN VASE:
BUT NOW I HAVE TO COME TO ACCEPT:
AND LET GO OF THIS HURT AND REGRET:
RIGHT NOW SHE IS HAPPY LIVING ALL ON HER OWN:
AND ME I AM , THINKING WHAT WOULD HAVE, COULD HAVE, SHOULD HAVE,HAPPENED , WHILE IM HERE ALL ALONE:
24 MARCH 2015:
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