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What  Butterfly Must Do


the front door speaks

Father comes home
leading the way
into the darkness

he does not offer me
his hand

he's occupying the door frame of my
bedroom (the first one on the left)

he is a large man
powerfully built
my intuition knows
something's off


I quiver

in my winter bed:
I am the leaf dangling
at the end of a bare branch

from his tall shadow
I must turn away
I'm afraid


what will happen?


his elongated form
bends forward
menacing against the wall
arms oddly extend from his boxer's broad body

I hear a heavy shuffle-dragging of feet forward

the blanket wrapped around me is
no cocoon

a percussive puff escapes from beneath
my blankets
(an inhalation from a make-shift breathing hole)


"Butterfly..." he hisses in my direction


I hear whiskey in his sidewinder words
(his slant-eyes have spied me)

my leaf shivers,
falls from the branch
I am now fully awake
in the early icicle dawn

doing what I can to prepare,
I brace for the heated lash of his anger

but
when the West Wind suddenly rises,
my Butterfly Heart knows
to fly away
to the another country of
high mountains

the place
beyond here
the place
of my birth where
I know
I will be free.


Copyright May 5 2015 All Rights Are Reserved By This Author
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