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right now, at 0211--am--28th of may 2015,i felt disturbed, as im thinking back on my life:
im disturbed, now divorced, from my wife:
i just feel so, disrespected, and neglected:
now, as one by one, my kids are disrespecting me, i guess it should be expected:
my kids, would say, my dad he just talks and talks too much:
it hurt me, and cut me pretty deep, to here that criticism such:
i feel like i cant wait for, fathers day to come and go:
i dont like that day, every year, cause it makes me feel so low:
i pretty much feel, that im just nothing to my ex-wife, and to this family at all:
i dont even think they care, if i took a fall:
they all have no idea, how this divorce, has torn me and broken me so deep:
they just dont realize, all the hurt feelings, i live with and keep:
the falling out, with this family, has brought me very, very low:
only, can i look up to the heavens, and know, at least god loves me so:
for a wife, and children of eight:
i once felt so proud, so great:
but now, i feel nothing at all:
this family, cares for me not, if harder again i fall:
i feel deeply, disturbed, to say the least:
i feel like a loaf of bread, with no yeast:
i feel, no respect at all:
i feel, no one cares, if again i fall:
today, the disrespect, that i was shown:
has chilled me deeply, to the bone:


people use to here me, speak words of many:
but now, as i feel disturbed, no one will here words from me of any:


by: john d. jungers:
28--may--2015:



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