Words are inadequate to say how profusely I have erred without meaning.
In other words I didn't mean to err as I have and feel lugubrious over the whole thing.
I know when Sister answered the phone she wasn't happy with me and I am the one to blame.
I made a grievous error for failure to be as I should have been and it affected her.
Retrospect I had no permission to call after having seen Sister yesterday.
I was at my worst yesterday and it showed through which was very wrong.
The unity we have had is now gone and will be unlikely able to regain what I lost yesterday.
I am the one who is at fault and now profusely feel lugubriously over the whole matter.
If Sister is able to forgive me it would make me feel better I never intended anything to interrupt our communications but it has which is my fault.
(© Poeticbearlovestowrite 2015)