There's a storm forming inside my eyes, and hail raindrops are kissing my lips and hiding my smile. Cold harsh words of true reality attacks my brain, making my emotions unstable, which drives me temporarily insane. But still I remain calm, for it's like an attempt to break me down, to force me to step outside my character, but I refuse to let your harsh words control me like a puppet on a string, I will not sing this song with you. Though those words stung like a bee, I had to swallow my pride and remain being me. I digested each syllable, every adjective, noun and verb in the most deepest part of my heart. I inhale without exhaling and my world became dark (for just a moment). I didn't want to feel, just wanted to be numb, I was lost for words, for I felt somewhat lost, a tad dumb. I didn't know how to respond to defend myself, it's like I had nothing else left to offer but pure silence. I looked in the eyes of my oppressor and saw hate for my very soul, they were like a temple, strong and bold. Leaving me vulnerable and responsible for everyone's actions, and because of me, you claim everyone's life is a disaster....But I'll take that blame and all the weight of your past mistakes and leave you faultless ...