I hate this feeling
And what I'm seeing
Me not being
The me I want to be
The me I'm supposed to be
And it's become
Something done routinely
I mess up and then come back
Pleading
So my life's ledger is unbalanced
Towards my doing evil bidding
But I know someone
And he's the only one
Who can undo
The evil I have done.
Because I'm tired
Of living on the run
From you out of fear
Of being an abandoned son.
So now to you I come
Without a heart or lungs
Teach me
How to live
How to breathe
How to fly
How to see
Because on my own I fail
Ever so miserably
I'm ready now
To be complete