I didn't get the opportunity to say goodbye
and I didn't get a chance to properly cry,
all my tears are some where lost inside.
You left a hole in my heart, one that can never
be filled again. I'm changing drastically , I no longer
have my soulmate to complete me.
I just want to feel the wind against my face,
blowing all the images of sadness away.
I can't grieve, cause I don't want to believe that you're really gone.
so I've convinced myself that you'll soon come back home.
The season is now changing, and all the good in my life seem to be fading...
I'm just standing at the edge, wanting to leap, losing you has killed me .
If I die, will you be there to teach me how to fly,
cause I don't have the wings to soar through this pain,
all my eyes do day after day is rain.
I will become rebellious against life just to be once again by your side....
I'm jealous of heaven because it get to see your smile..
what am Im suppose do without u, cause going on is not an option