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Quarantine silence

By aldo kraas, www.PoetryPoem.com/poet11586    Unlock all Features - Upgrade to Poetry Prime

Alone again
Its an everyday thing
Chillin by my lonesome
might be time to bring
Myself to the conclusion
i aint got it like i think
Or thought
Cause im lost
Sittin at the brink
Of my sanity
I planned to be
Bigger than i am
But my past
Is kickin ass
And it will not let me stand
I hate what ive done
And what is burned inside
My memory
And the thought of ending it all
Gives me what i need
To rest in peace
rest at ease
For a minute or two
Thats why i smoke so much
Im just tryin to get through
I aint half the man
That i thought id amount to
Thought id be significant
One of the profound few
But i aint shit
Im distorted by cloud view
See a vision of thefuture
Then i come back around to reality
The tragedy
That keeps me from the best
the same travesty
Thats succeeding
At puttin me to rest
I digress
Until
Im exhausted
And done
Pacing round my room
Clutching nothin but my gun
Bout to put these ill thoughts to sleep
So as i lay me down
l pray my soul, he'll keep
Even if im underground
Though i doubt it
Crowded by
These demons
Creepin
Shoutin out
And seepin deep
An bowing down
Deceiving me
Without a doubt
Uneven breathin
Hows it sound
click bang!!
...cease to be a coward now









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