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My true relief

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At a low point again,
I know the signs.
Been driving myself for years,
They are just suggestions, modify to my liking.
The ever looming tug of war again at play,
I've never won but, I've never had help.
Tired of always losing and falling,
It hurts and never stops.
Burns take so long to heal.
I've been burnt but haven't we all?
The flames are so bright and appealing,
You want to touch.
This time , I'm smarter,
I think.
Maybe thinking isn't my strong suit,
I wander and put myself in far fetched panic.
You can't see in the dark but,
I always seem to find my way there.
It's the getting out that's hard,
Darkness= absence of light.
I know this,
Why was I not prepared?
Angry and resentful,
That's why.
Always someone else's fault.
I chose it, I walked it, my choice.
Prior preparation prevents poor performance,
The 5 p's.
Simple really.
Already in, looking for an exit strategy,
Liquiddiets and candy coated prescribed fixes don't work.
They are a magnifying glass,
Don't see things larger, problems get larger.
23 days of proof.
Strength is in numbers,
2 is greater than one last I checked.
Imaginary friend?
I don't think so.
Imagination is fabrication,
Millions say my friend has proof.
My out reached hand felt something,
Nothing concrete, but more of a gentle warmth.
Curiousity always get the cat,
9 lives?
I'm running out.
Time for a change,
Need to be more cautious.
1 life left ,
1 is such alucky number, that is what the song says anyway.
Better make the most,
My other loves cut short.
Stupidity, pitty and pride ,
Toxic.
Tired of poisoning myself ,
Found a cure.
Support always eases pain,
Ask any runner. Lol
My support, 10 and 1.
Never been the religious type ,
More spiritual.
Religion has too many rules and regulations.
Free thinking.
My rules , same concept.
All for one and one for all.
I can do that.
1 is such an easy number.
Roulettewheel spins, my bet is on 1,
Always awinner.
It's about time I freed my mind ,
Help is on the way.








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