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Small thing. big effect.

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I am falling apart
i feel like i'm going to explode
My heart is breaking in the most agonizing way.
I cry until i gag yet nothing comes up because I have not eaten
The very thought of getting out of bed makes me want to cry even more
I don't know if anyone can help.
I just need you.
I miss you.
I prefer to sleep because then i can see you in my dreams.
When i awake I forget what has happened for a few blissful seconds.
Then i remember
The whole world crashes all over again.
Such small things can have huge effects.
1 little needle
Just a little bit of heroine
Just a few short minutes.
1 last shallow breath.
1 less person in the world.
Its not fair.
I still need you.
Im only 16.
You wont get to help me get ready for prom
You wont see me get married
You will never meet your grandkids
Ill never feel your hug again.
Im falling apart.
I fear the only person that could fix me, is the one person i cant have.
You.









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