It's been such a time here
And I stink
Cleaning up garbage and garbage
Until I'm aching
And it's not my garbage
While trying to clean it up
My dogs on a rope by me
Take off after a lady's dog
It has a sore leg
I feel so bad
I cannot even keep these boxers
By me without some kind of
Situation from them
My life is a living hell
At the moment
Please God help me
I need your strength to live
It's all your love that
Keeps me going
Why did I come here?
Where is my adopted son
With the other gate
He was supposed to bring out
Over a week ago?
These beasts need a strong
Gate
Not the kind I've had to
Jerry rig until the real one comes
Please help me God
I'm crying
It's all too much
Thank you for
A friend
To help me
Saturday
Maybe he won't be overwhelmed
As I am
And things might be done
In a systematic manner
Where there would not be any tears
In the work or
The living
I'm trying so hard
Lord
Cannot you see me?
Do you hear me?
Will you help me?
You know
I hate to ask people
For help
Even you
As I mostly pray for you to show me the way
I was so strong
Now
I'm like a little child
Again
Throwing fits
When I pinched my finger
Screaming at the stress
Moaning in pain
Let me be strong enough
To take it here
Lord
Give me your blessing
Help me make this
"Garage" a home
Even though
It's a place that should be condemned
It's where I'm at
Amen!
It's where my heart was lead back to
The place of your illuminating white light
It's where you shine every evening
If my eyes would see
Hear my plea
O Lord
Your will be done
Let it be done by me
Give me patience
Give me forgiveness
Give me strength
If it be thy will
It's hell here
Now
Lord
Mercy to my lost soul
Praises to you
On high
Please God help me
In your name I pray
Amen.
