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Nobody understands

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I don't think
Anybody
Understands
What its like for me
How much I suffer
How much I cry
How much I bleed
How much I scream on the inside
I want to die all the time
Most the time
Its all I think
About
I want to jump off
The edge
Of
The world
Maybe then
This suffering
Would
Stop
I honestly
Want everything
To come
To an end
I want my mom screaming at me to end
I want my boyfriend flirting with other girls to end
I want feeling like Little Miss Second Choice to end
I want my life to end
I want to stop feeling like I'm breaking down
I feel like I'm being held to the ground
And I can't get up
Because all the depression and anxiety are laying on me
All this shit
It feels
Like its never
Going to end
I'm sinking
This world is drowning me
In the darkest sea
Where I will never be found
No one will understand
Understand this horrid uttering feeling
That never leaves because all it does is
Cling to me like demons from the darkest memory of my heart
Nobody Understands
The tomb I live in
Because
Nobody will save me









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