Have you ever felt like he never really loved you
like he was only forced to be with you, have children with you, to marry you
but deep down he never really loved you. You try to find yourself in his eyes, but your
reflection tends to always hide. You just want to find yourself lost in his arms, but they're always fold, and his heart has turned cold, and you know deep down inside he never really loved you...No he never really love you. You set him high on a pedestal and he looks down on you. and instead of pulling you up he tears you down, feel like he's burying your heart six-feet under ground.
You extended your hand as far as it could reach, letting him know that he's your everything, only to find out you're not anything to him at all. Have you ever just felt like a burden, a heavy load, till the point you just burst into tears and your mind explodes, cause you know deep down inside he never really loved you.