lost and then found

This time I'm fed up

This time I'm fed up
She called and made me feel bad
I tried to reconcile what she said
But this headache just keeps growing
If she is hurt I'm going to cry
And i don't know if i have  the strength to help her
She ask me for something I don't want to give
Because i know it means disaster
She hurt my senses with her call
It made me mad because i told her not to be there
She forgot its all about what i do
Not what she does ?
I don't want to hate her I'm all she's got
But if she keeps pushing I'm going to drop
Away for there is places i can go
I don't need the drama but it carry's with her wherever she goes
Desperate for answers i hope this completes a different path
but the record shows i got a 20% chance that she will win
with thoughs odds its not good
And i drop my head in torture
This is my life
She is the one
But I've got allot to do
And I'm freaking out about you
You know who you are
And I'm mad that you took her where i was keeping her from
The Anger grows and if it happens much more i may blow
If my Anger is reached because I'm a gentle giant
It's not going to be good
And that frightens me
And all these things hurt deep
Drying my tears and sweat cant change it now
Keep me here not there
If i blow i may have rage and do things i cannot show
To speak of them could take it all
Why does she push me here God please let me know
For once its done i cant take it back
And life means nothing her heart has on thing in it rage
I can't tame it she a wild mare
But if i could god gave me a blessing so fair
But right now I'm fed up i may step back and i don't know if she's taking away
The Love that we share


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This time I`m fed up

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