lost and then found
Just want you to know
That this poetry is not about you
Its about things that I've done
Or others I was with
They were not as nice as you
And they broke my heart in two
Or they were hard on me sometimes
But you have stood bye and helped me many times
I know most of you are not religious
So don't take though's poems the wrong way
Some times you in your heart lash out
And that's not what I want here
You have helped when I ask for it
Some of you even bought me tools
And don't think that I can feel that bad
That I was lashing out at you
There are things and problems like a family
But if we communicate they will pass away
you are different everyone of you
And your shining stars to me
Even though I can be mean
I posted things on the internet
They were because some Germans on this game were being racist
I did not want to cause a seen but they were very very mean
And I tried to keep my cool
But like a American I defended my beer
With the best humor I could think of
Though I know that's no excuse
I forget how it impacts others lives
And it was jokes I've heard all of my life
Some are mean and racial as well
And forgive me I was defending myself
If you saw the whole conversation you would be mad too
But know I must focus more on you
you are my rock
You kept me from myself
You gave me advice
And you worried about my health
you asked me if I was OK
Even when I was to stubborn to admit it
I had problems
you helped me work them out
You are a friend standing off because you are not sure of me
And that hurts some times but not every man was meant to be a leader
And it trials my heart when I think that I'm laughed at
But I don't think that this place did
Though the past some were mean
And my self esteem was crushed
But people at the green wood picked me up
And you do the same right here
But for some reason everyone is distant
I don't want you mad if I gif or go
If I stay I don't want you to be angry
I respect more than you know
And I drop hints to see if your listening
Try to test waters before they become a storm
And I love passionately as some of them may know
But my heart is only for the one that keeps it this time
I'm tired of the games and I fear my patients is slipping away every year
You gave me a chance and even if I loose that some day there's no hard feelings
And if you think about it in conversation the ones that were nice remember it well
There's only a mind that defends what he is with at the time
Tries too discuss but some walk away angry
And the team can only stay together with team work
So as a team member please tell me when I'm slipping
I will remember you
And there may be a poem or too
And in admiration of you not lust or evil thought I have love for you
you need to teach the ones that have cracked or broken
And understand there people to
try to get them back in there mind restarted
And that's a gift that your hearts can do
And even if you tell me to go
I thank the kindness you gave even if the spiritual things don't agree
I will wake in the morning more peaceful that I at least said some thing in this poem
This is my only poem about this there is nothing in detail
And I don't talk about things I'm not supposed to for good reason
This is a ruff poem some is more like writing
But I hope you understand that together we can keep trying
This is the only poem I dated on here
February 26 2016
That this poetry is not about you
Its about things that I've done
Or others I was with
They were not as nice as you
And they broke my heart in two
Or they were hard on me sometimes
But you have stood bye and helped me many times
I know most of you are not religious
So don't take though's poems the wrong way
Some times you in your heart lash out
And that's not what I want here
You have helped when I ask for it
Some of you even bought me tools
And don't think that I can feel that bad
That I was lashing out at you
There are things and problems like a family
But if we communicate they will pass away
you are different everyone of you
And your shining stars to me
Even though I can be mean
I posted things on the internet
They were because some Germans on this game were being racist
I did not want to cause a seen but they were very very mean
And I tried to keep my cool
But like a American I defended my beer
With the best humor I could think of
Though I know that's no excuse
I forget how it impacts others lives
And it was jokes I've heard all of my life
Some are mean and racial as well
And forgive me I was defending myself
If you saw the whole conversation you would be mad too
But know I must focus more on you
you are my rock
You kept me from myself
You gave me advice
And you worried about my health
you asked me if I was OK
Even when I was to stubborn to admit it
I had problems
you helped me work them out
You are a friend standing off because you are not sure of me
And that hurts some times but not every man was meant to be a leader
And it trials my heart when I think that I'm laughed at
But I don't think that this place did
Though the past some were mean
And my self esteem was crushed
But people at the green wood picked me up
And you do the same right here
But for some reason everyone is distant
I don't want you mad if I gif or go
If I stay I don't want you to be angry
I respect more than you know
And I drop hints to see if your listening
Try to test waters before they become a storm
And I love passionately as some of them may know
But my heart is only for the one that keeps it this time
I'm tired of the games and I fear my patients is slipping away every year
You gave me a chance and even if I loose that some day there's no hard feelings
And if you think about it in conversation the ones that were nice remember it well
There's only a mind that defends what he is with at the time
Tries too discuss but some walk away angry
And the team can only stay together with team work
So as a team member please tell me when I'm slipping
I will remember you
And there may be a poem or too
And in admiration of you not lust or evil thought I have love for you
you need to teach the ones that have cracked or broken
And understand there people to
try to get them back in there mind restarted
And that's a gift that your hearts can do
And even if you tell me to go
I thank the kindness you gave even if the spiritual things don't agree
I will wake in the morning more peaceful that I at least said some thing in this poem
This is my only poem about this there is nothing in detail
And I don't talk about things I'm not supposed to for good reason
This is a ruff poem some is more like writing
But I hope you understand that together we can keep trying
This is the only poem I dated on here
February 26 2016
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This Is For The People I work With
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