John's poems of...LIFE - LIVING &LOVE...JDJ
1,744,483 poems read
After the divorce
i felt so down, so down, so off course
I continued, to work my noc--shift as the night shift nurse
I tried my best, went to work, every night, even i felt, so much, less depressed, and worse
but taking care, of my patients in the rehab, field, it helped me to give back
for i knew deeply, how it felt to feel, troubled, and off track
I had a hard time, dealing with the politics and dynamics, of the different, personality types, that i guess, you come to find, in any work place
as im remembering, it now, thinking of how some peopke, disrespected me, gave me more stress, put me down, gives me now a very bad taste
I will always, remember those who stood by my side strong
i will never forget, those who cared about me when, i felt so much less, in my heart, they will always lovingly, belong
I will never forget, those who, put me down, and made me, so, so, terribly down, and sad
i wont forget, those who treated me so, ruthlessly cold, and down right bad
Time has passed, and alot of water, has gone under the bridge, up to now
if i see those people again, i will face them, head up, high, no more, beaten, devastated, with my headlow at bow
I wont forget, thise who treated me so, harsh, with disrespect
those who shuned me, disrespected me, and when i needed support, , understanding, and a friend, they showed me great smameful, neglect
But now, as my momentum, is groing, stronger, with every day
i know that i would, not tolerate any disrespect, like that again, there is just no way
Sometimes, when you are not at your best
people take advantage of you, treating you so much less
After my divorce, i know, that i did my best, even i felt so much less
I worked every night
then went home, and just didnmt feel right
I did not get good rest
was so far, from my best
Every day, i felt so hopeless, to hand over my hard, earned, momey, for her support, in alimoney,
plus, to pay her lawyer, who was, so arrogant, cocky and phoney
It was difficult for me, to continue working, just so to her, alimonry, and her lawyer, i could pay
i was paying my son, what money, i had left, to rent a room, from him, where i would stay
After my divorce, right now, i am remembering, how down, and low, and miserably, that i felt
From, the ruthless, unkind, unfair , hand that i was dealt
My weight got out of control, and out of hand
i just was surviving, day to day, i did not have a plan, i got so heavy, it was for me to walk, and even stand
But now, i know that i have my motivation, and momentum, secure
i am on a mission, step by step, i am moving forward, to preservere, and endure
By john d jungers
02. March 2016
i felt so down, so down, so off course
I continued, to work my noc--shift as the night shift nurse
I tried my best, went to work, every night, even i felt, so much, less depressed, and worse
but taking care, of my patients in the rehab, field, it helped me to give back
for i knew deeply, how it felt to feel, troubled, and off track
I had a hard time, dealing with the politics and dynamics, of the different, personality types, that i guess, you come to find, in any work place
as im remembering, it now, thinking of how some peopke, disrespected me, gave me more stress, put me down, gives me now a very bad taste
I will always, remember those who stood by my side strong
i will never forget, those who cared about me when, i felt so much less, in my heart, they will always lovingly, belong
I will never forget, those who, put me down, and made me, so, so, terribly down, and sad
i wont forget, those who treated me so, ruthlessly cold, and down right bad
Time has passed, and alot of water, has gone under the bridge, up to now
if i see those people again, i will face them, head up, high, no more, beaten, devastated, with my headlow at bow
I wont forget, thise who treated me so, harsh, with disrespect
those who shuned me, disrespected me, and when i needed support, , understanding, and a friend, they showed me great smameful, neglect
But now, as my momentum, is groing, stronger, with every day
i know that i would, not tolerate any disrespect, like that again, there is just no way
Sometimes, when you are not at your best
people take advantage of you, treating you so much less
After my divorce, i know, that i did my best, even i felt so much less
I worked every night
then went home, and just didnmt feel right
I did not get good rest
was so far, from my best
Every day, i felt so hopeless, to hand over my hard, earned, momey, for her support, in alimoney,
plus, to pay her lawyer, who was, so arrogant, cocky and phoney
It was difficult for me, to continue working, just so to her, alimonry, and her lawyer, i could pay
i was paying my son, what money, i had left, to rent a room, from him, where i would stay
After my divorce, right now, i am remembering, how down, and low, and miserably, that i felt
From, the ruthless, unkind, unfair , hand that i was dealt
My weight got out of control, and out of hand
i just was surviving, day to day, i did not have a plan, i got so heavy, it was for me to walk, and even stand
But now, i know that i have my motivation, and momentum, secure
i am on a mission, step by step, i am moving forward, to preservere, and endure
By john d jungers
02. March 2016
Comment On This Poem --- Vote for this poem
After the divorce
After the divorce