I really didn't possess even the most infinitesimal of urge to know; as to what the very next moment would bring or hold for me; in the chapter of vivaciously

enthralling and stupendously proliferating life, 

 

I really didn't  possess even the most ethereal of urge to know; as to what the very next moment would bring or hold for me; in the chapter of gloriously nubile 

and ecstatically amazing life, 

 

I really didn't  possess even the most oblivious of urge to know; as to what the very next moment would bring or hold for me; in the chapter of resplendently

triumphant and timelessly ameliorating life, 

 

I really didn't possess the even most parsimonious of urge to know; as to what the very next moment would bring or hold for me; in the chapter of unflinchingly

indomitable and fearlessly blessing life, 

 

I really didn't possess even the most fugitive of urge to know; as to what the very next moment would bring or hold for me; in the chapter of beautifully redolent

and symbiotically undefeated life, 

 

I really didn't possess even the most transient of urge to know; as to what the very next moment would bring or hold for me; in the chapter of tirelessly rejuvenating 

and ebulliently winning life, 

 

I really didn't possess even the most evanescent of urge to know; as to what the very next moment would bring or hold for me; in the chapter of jubilantly enthralling 

and stupendously eclectic life, 

 

I really didn't possess even the most mercurial of urge to know; as to what the very next moment would bring or hold for me; in the chapter of fragrantly unassailable and Omnisciently benign life, 

 

I really didn't possess even the most transient of urge to know; as to what the very next moment would bring or hold for me; in the chapter of beautifully unceasing 

and eternally ameliorating life, 

 

I really didn't possess even the most obliterated of urge to know; as to what the very next moment would bring or hold for me; in the chapter of handsome ly unconquerable and celestially uplifting life, 

 

I really didn't possess even the most evaporating of urge to know; as to what the very next moment would bring or hold for me; in the chapter of effulgently rhapsodic 

and interminably fathomless life, 

 

I really didn't possess even the most non-existent of urge to know; as to what the very next moment would bring or hold for me; in the chapter of unbelievably

mesmerizing and incredulously royal life, 

 

I really didn't possess even the most disappearing of urge to know; as to what the very next moment would bring or hold for me; in the chapter of benevolently

humanitarian and supremely spell-binding life, 

 

I really didn't possess even the most dilapidated of urge to know; as to what the very next moment would bring or hold for me; in the chapter of fantastically enamoring and vibrantly poignant life, 

 

I really didn't possess even the most cloistered of urge to know; as to what the very next moment would bring or hold for me; in the chapter of victoriously showering and insuperably unprejudiced life, 

 

I really didn't possess even the most ephemeral of urge to know; as to what the very next moment would bring or hold for me; in the chapter of indomitably 

felicitating and eternally harmonious life, 

 

I really didn't possess even the most inane of urge to know; as to what the very next moment would bring or hold for me; in the chapter of majestically parading 

and undyingly burgeoning life, 

 

I really didn't possess even the most vanishing of urge to know; as to what the very next moment would bring or hold for me; in the chapter of bountifully blossoming and holistically impregnable life, 

 

Wholesomely contrary to the above;  I wanted to be unconquerably sure  every instant of my destined life; that whenever I died; whenever the Omniscient Creator

had written the signature of inevitable death in my existence; it happened and solely happened; on the feet of none else; but  my timelessly insuperable and perpetual beloved.