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A. Big. Family. In. The. Aftermath. -And. Fallout. From. The. Divorce
it. Affects. All,  in. So. Many. Ways. Seen. And. Not. Seen. Felt. And. Not. Felt. Known. And. Not. Known. Alone. And. Together. From. The. Break. Up. Of. The. Family. -It. Affects. Every. One. Of. Course

A. Big. Family. That. Once. Grew. Up. Together
a. Big. Family. That--Survivted.  Together. All--Kinds. Of. Troubes. Ups. And. Downs. Growing-. Pains. In. Every. Kind. Of. Good. And. Bad. Weather


Now. From. The. Divorce. --they--Are. Torn. Apart
with. Loose. Ends. Trying. To. Keep. It. Together--. Tie--. A knot. To. Secure. Themselves. --But. Dont. Know. Where. To. Start

From. The. Divorce
. The. Family. Is. Adrift. At. Sea
as. The. Father. Of. This--. Family--. That--. Is. What. Hurts. And. Greatly. Troubles. Me

She. Has. Been. Dating. And. Seeing. Others. Too
now. Today. One. Of. My. Sons. Tells   Me. She. Is. All--Alone.  And. Blue

He. Told. Me. She. Told. Him. Why.doesnt--. Dad. --Give. -Me. -A. --CALL
now. After. Years. And--YEARS---. She. --Needs --me.-- When.-- She.-- Has. --Had. --A. -BREAK--UP--and--FALL

I. Made. Her. A. Mothers--. Day. --CARD
and. To. Tell you. The. Truth. That--. For--Me. --Was. --very--HARD

You. Know. I. Could. Write. A. One. Hundred. Page. Poem
but. Im. Feeling--- troubled. --Now. --And. --Very--. All--ALONE

For--I. --Do. --Not.--Know. --The.-- Answer--. To. -this--chalenge--in---my-- Life
i. --Do. --Not.-- Ever.--plan--To.-- Ever. --have-- another--. Ever.-- Even.-- As. --My.-- Wife

My. ----Focus. ----Had.---- To.----Be.---- For. ----Myself
as. -----I.-----have. -----Been. -----Saving. -----My. -----Life. -----With.----- My.----- Health. -----As. -----My.----- Wealth

I.-- Pray--. For. --Her. --And.-- Hope. --For.-- Her.-- The. --Very. --Best
but.-- I.-- Dont.-- Want---To. --Ever--. Again. --Feel--so.-- Much.-- Lower--. So. --Much. --LESS

A. Big. Family--. From. The. After math. And. Fall out. From. The. Divorce
has. Thrown. The. Family. Totally. Off of. Course, not. One. Of. The. Seven. Kids. Want. Her. Now. To. Live. With. Them,  now. After. Her. Recent. Break-up--she. Is. Staying. With. Her. Sister. As. Her. Only. Support. And--. Source

So im. Very. Troubed. And. Confused
she. Already has. All of. My. Money--. In --ALIMONY--and--SUPPORT--. Im. Very. Cautious. Of. Being.--USED

But. It. Hurts. Me
that-. The. Kids dont. Want her with them to stay--and. It. Leaves. -me---feeling. --Caged.-- And.-- Not. --Free

So--GOD--what--is--suppose--to--happen----i--just--do--not--know
" im---not --so --sure.-- Tomorrow. --Which.-- Way. --The. --Wind --will --change---and---BLOW

I. Know. She. Divorced. Me. Before
i was. Not. Good. Enough. For. Her. Anymore

Fo--so--so--long--I --felt.-- I --was --not. --Even.-- Good. --Enough--. For--even. --MYSELF
but------ thats----. Different.---- Now----. As.--- I ----know. ---That----. I.--- Have. ---My.--- ---momentum---. My. ---Motivation.---- My.--- Iron. ---Will--- as.--- I.--- Do. Know. ----That---. My.--- Health. ---Is. ---My. ---WEALTH

For. I. Stand. Alone. And. With. gOD--in--my---heart
steadfast and true. Never to part

I. Know. If. She. Needs. Me. That. I. Am. There. For. Her
i. Know. That. For. Definate. Sure

But. Right. Here. Right. Now. I. Feel. That. I. Do. Not. Need. Anyone
i. Need. To. Love. Myself. As. Number. One---GODS--WILL--NOT--MINE--BE--DONE

By. John. D. Jungers
01--MAY--2016








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