In silence I weep of teardrops and memories
Unknown the fact and the truth of these stories
Tales of a broken heart beat and no resurrection
And thoughts of life lived without any direction
Conformation of the words that I refused to accept
The loss of my love taking but leaving nothing except
Heartache and pain and emptiness that consumes my life
With never ending loneliness and many sleepless nights
All things are supposed to be healed by a process called time
But I experience the exception with this ordeal of mine
The only difference is the distance between the shards of my heart
Which was shattered like glass as my life fell apart
How can you continue without your sole reason for life?
I seem only capable of setting and watching time pass by
No longer do I feel compelled to go on
For my purpose of living has long since been gone
The difference between life and death is only mere feet
Only a few steps and then a last leap
Step by step I make my way to the edge of existence
At the edge it strikes me the hardest Ive ever experienced
This was the path that I was born to take
This was the hand I was dealt by fate
Clearly I see now although my vision is blurred
I almost smile before I leap incapable of being perturbed
I exhale and step with eyes wide shut
And my life fades into a stain, finally I have given up
