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Im feeling TROUBLED
as in a minute from a phone call, from my ex wife, my troubles DOUBLED
So its three years since DIVORCE
Before seems like she was happy and doing fine, dating and such, but seems her life has taken a difficult COURSE
so now as she is staying with her sister, things are not going so WELL
off her high horse, it seems now she has FELL
So she is calling me and telling me she does not feel welcome ANYWHERE
It leaves me hurt, feeling her hurt, that nobody for her is THERE
so im FEELING, very TROUBLED, trying to decide which action to TAKE
so im FEELING, very TROUBLED, trying to decide, which decision to MAKE
I dont know the answer at this MOMENT
I feel TROUBLED, and BENT
I always said to myself how much longer will i have to wait, until she needs me AGAIN
i dont think that she will ever need me, or LOVE me, but i know that right now she needs a FRIEND
So im feeling TROUBLED, as im trying to find a solution, to this situation, with HER
what to do, im really not so definate SURE
But im troubled because i dont want her to get sick, i dont want her to feel, misplaced, and unwanted and hurt and DOWN
i dont want her feeling bad and depressed with sadness and FROWN
So I will, some how, some way do my very BEST
just because she divorced me, i cant care about her any LESS
Before i felt very broken, so sad and bad, because i wasnt good enough after thirty six years to be her Husband, and she left me to date, and me DIVORCE
but now three years after the divorce, my life, living, and love, is right on course, and i am on my mission to BE, my best of my very best, and i am loving MYSELF, and i am on the right COURSE
I dont feel that i need anybody, i just feel i have to take care of ME FIRST
but am troubled right now, cause she seems to be at her lowest and WORST
So im troubled with what i should DO
but i know i will do my best, cause im not gonna let her feel alone and BLUE
By john d jungers
17 th of JULY
as in a minute from a phone call, from my ex wife, my troubles DOUBLED
So its three years since DIVORCE
Before seems like she was happy and doing fine, dating and such, but seems her life has taken a difficult COURSE
so now as she is staying with her sister, things are not going so WELL
off her high horse, it seems now she has FELL
So she is calling me and telling me she does not feel welcome ANYWHERE
It leaves me hurt, feeling her hurt, that nobody for her is THERE
so im FEELING, very TROUBLED, trying to decide which action to TAKE
so im FEELING, very TROUBLED, trying to decide, which decision to MAKE
I dont know the answer at this MOMENT
I feel TROUBLED, and BENT
I always said to myself how much longer will i have to wait, until she needs me AGAIN
i dont think that she will ever need me, or LOVE me, but i know that right now she needs a FRIEND
So im feeling TROUBLED, as im trying to find a solution, to this situation, with HER
what to do, im really not so definate SURE
But im troubled because i dont want her to get sick, i dont want her to feel, misplaced, and unwanted and hurt and DOWN
i dont want her feeling bad and depressed with sadness and FROWN
So I will, some how, some way do my very BEST
just because she divorced me, i cant care about her any LESS
Before i felt very broken, so sad and bad, because i wasnt good enough after thirty six years to be her Husband, and she left me to date, and me DIVORCE
but now three years after the divorce, my life, living, and love, is right on course, and i am on my mission to BE, my best of my very best, and i am loving MYSELF, and i am on the right COURSE
I dont feel that i need anybody, i just feel i have to take care of ME FIRST
but am troubled right now, cause she seems to be at her lowest and WORST
So im troubled with what i should DO
but i know i will do my best, cause im not gonna let her feel alone and BLUE
By john d jungers
17 th of JULY
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