John's poems of...LIFE - LIVING &LOVE...JDJ

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CHRISTINA-ANNE
for our baby, christina-anne, GOD, had another PLAN

She only was here on this earth, for ONE, day
for GOD, had his will, and our BABY-GIRL, on this EARTH, could not longer STAY

The twenty-seventh of JULY
is the DEEPEST DAY, of the year, that i hang my head and deeply-SIGH

In nineteen-seventy-EIGHT, our little PRECIOUS, Angel, CHRISTINA-ANNE, was called to be at GODS, side in the HOLY HEAVEN
for me her daddy, i lost my baby girl, on the twenty-seventh day, of nineteen, seventy-EIGHT,it would be her 38th birthday, as im thinking about her now , from way back THEN

Thinking back to that time
everything every detailed moment and movement i remember so precisely, vividly, detailedly with perfect rhyme

It felt that the world stopped turning, everything stopped in PLACE
i felt completely numb, completely frozen in time and SPACE

i remember every exact detail, as if everything still is in perfect place
i remember how i prayed for mercy and GRACE

I was troubled, and confused, and in such disarray
as i know, oh GOD! Your remembering me as im writing this ,as this moment to you, im writing this poem today

I was so troubled, confused, and in disarray, as the condition our little baby was in when she was born, ---and to GOD i PRAYED
as im writing now, tears flow down my cheeks, as im hurting very deep, but CHRISTINA-ANNE, she had birth defects and had to be rushed by medivac to emergency childrens hospital for corrective surgery, i had the choice to go on the medivac- helicopter with her, but with my wife i decided to STAY

I felt if i did not go ALONG
that something would go WRONG

I was terrified and scared, as i prayed, oh GOD, maybe its not meant to BE
that our baby christina-anne is meant to be here with my wife and ME

And at the next day at 0337
we recieved the news that our baby did not survive the surgery and died of respiratory- distress, and now no more in distress and pain, but at GODS side in HEAVEN

So this is a hard poem to WRITE
and to have a positive LIGHT

But as we all KNOW
we LEARN to LIVE and LOVE, and let GOD and let GO

For as we all come to REALIZE and UNDERSTAND
that GOD, our ALMIGHTY- FATHER, he holds our LIFE, LIVING, and LOVE,  in the PALM of HIS- HAND, and for us EACH, and EVERYONE, the ALMIGHTY-- HE, has for every WOMAN, CHILD,  and MAN, the MASTER PLAN

By john d JUNGERS
20th of JULY 2016




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