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They are all ADULTS and GROWN
them were the words from my --EX-- that she said to me when she decided to DIVORCE, me and so sure of herself to, leave me and the FAMILY, and HAPPILY, venture OFF, all on her OWN

Now with sadness, i felt so BAD for- HER
as i know that she is FINALLY-- MISSING all of the kids for SURE

As all things have not worked out just as perfect as she has PLANNED
she has not found that KNIGHT, in SHINING, ARMOR, to SWEEP, HER, OFF of her FEET, just as she envisioned, dreamed and PLANNED, looking and looking to find that PERFECT, RICH, and HANDSOME, YOUNG, great looking MAN! --Much BETTER, and GREATER, than what i AM

I remember telling her, carol, if you DIVORCE, Me, you will be HURTING, the entire FAMILY, not JUST, only ME, can you SEE
i remember, how she just SHRUGGED, and so CONFIDENTLY, DEFIENTLY, SNUBBED,  me, and so sure off herself said to me, oh well all of these kids now they all have their own lives, and they all are ADULTS, john, can you SEE! They are all on there own, they have there own busy lives they no longer need you and ME

So at this time, really three and a half years since she decided, to walk out on ME!-- And three years in july of this year since she DIVORCED--ME
everything ROSES, things now for her are not turning out so beautifully to BE

She keeps calling all of the kids, and wants them to stop what they are doing and give them her attention and TIME
it deeply saddens me, because i know they all, do have their own lives, and they are busy with school, work and play, and dont have any time to give HER, and i know ALONE now she is DISSAPPOINTED, CRYING, and SIGHING! And i dont know what more to say with my Rhyme

So its 0124, and i cant really even sleep no MORE
as im thinking of everything in my life, living and love, for SURE

I knew tonight i should of reached out to her and at least gave her a short CALL
and just asked her if she was okay and doing alright is ALL

So i know, in the morning that i will call her, and hope that she is doing OKAY
as today she was dissappointed again, in the kids not wanting to pick her up, and spend time with her TODAY

So this leaves me with confusion and DISMAY
as im just not even so sure if im ever gonna be good enough for her ANYWAY

I just know that this moment, that she IS,down and out of, LUCK, and feeling so lonely and all ALONE
and oh GOD, i hear you LOUD, and CLEAR, and im just gonna give her a CALL, this minute is all, and leave her a message on her PHONE

By john d JUNGERS
 22nd of JULY 2016


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THEY ARE ALL ADULTS and GROWN