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What does it matter, IF- a person tells you that THEY-- will PRAY for YOU
if  WHAT  you  FEEL, is  THEIR,  DEFIANCE, And DISRESPECT, for YOU, in everything for YEARS  and  YEARS  that  THEY-- think, --say --and --DO

It seems a person, has good , kind, thoughtful, and caring,-- INTENTIONS
when GOD, they PRAISE  and --HONORABLY---MENTION

But ---HUMBLENESS, ---MERCY, ---and ---GRACE
for- THEM,--selfishly, -and- by -THEIR--- acts -and -a -matter- of -fact, -LAZILY,- joblessly,- does -not -FIT-perfectly -into, -perspective -and --PLACE

For, as when a person, can say, oh DAD, for  YOU-- -I---PRAY
for yourself, you think, so deeply, that everything,  just-- doesn't-- fit --together, --rightly-- in --every --WAY

For- when- a -persons- actions, -are -selfish, - -grandinose- and --UNREAL
as a FATHER, you feel,-- great --UNREST---AND--- UNEASY,--- as -you -now,- faithfully, --PRAY, --and --KNEEL

When- another- is -off -the --- right ---TRACK
when THEY-- tell you, that they will PRAY for you, its just their illusion, of delusion,  and their selfishness and laziness,-- that ---they ---LACK

A person, that PRAYS for you, and  WORRIES.  about  THEIR---FATHER--so--so-- GREAT
THEY-- could-- NEVER-- be --on --TIME--for --a --JOB--,and--GOT-- FIRED---OR--- QUIT--- time---after ---time,-- and ---doesnt--- want ---to ---WORK---, be ---DEDICATED---DEVOTED---,  and ---SECURE---THEIR--- FUTURE, --and ----FATE

A person, who  WORRIES  about  YOU  and  TELLS  YOU  that -for ---YOU-- -THEY --PRAY
it leaves  YOU, greatly, SCARRED---UNSETTLED, --and --causes ---YOU---HURT, -- and ----DISMAY

No matter what words of advice that-- YOU --came --to --GIVE
for the past 16--years, THEY-- unheed,  YOUR--,  advice, and do as  THEY--wish,-- and --live,-- just --exactly --as --THEY--wish ,--to --SELFISHLY---and--- LAZILY---, IRRESPONSIBLY----LIVE

When one thing --YOU-- to --THEM --may --good--   Heartedly-- SAY
YOUR-- sound- sincere- advice-, THEY-- shunned, --made --fun --of--- criticized--, and- -did --not --would --not,- -LISTEN --to ---ANYWAY

So --as --last --night-- LATE
when --MY--SON-- tells---ME---that --HE--is --doing --GREATER,-- than-- GREAT

For --ME --HIS---FATHER, --it --deeply --troubles --ME---disrupts --ME--- DISTURBS---and---ANGERS---ME
when -again-, HE  does- not- acknowledge,  HIS  own -shortcomings, -troubles-, and -tells -ME,- his -DAD,- that --HE--is -WOrRIED-- -about- ME, --HIS--own, -troubles -and -miss-steps---HE---still- is -not---HUMBLED--, and -the --BOTTOM, --again-- HE --FAILS, --to --ADMIT---RECOGNIZE--and----SEE

So --here-- I --am, --on --another-- new-- DAY, --still --FEELING-- great, --disappointment-- and --DISMAY
as --THIS---BOY, --of ---thirty-one, ---continues-- to --take --advantage --of --EVERYONE--in --EVERYWAY--, every----DAY

BUT------- this -------TIME, -------I-------am -------DONE
TO----help ----to ----HIM---i ---am ---at ---END---with,--- and--- i ---have ---Left,--- NONE

For  HIM--my--SON--constantly --HE--stays --in --MY--HEART--and ---DEEP--IN---MY---MIND
for HIM, oh GOD, i PRAY, that HUMBLENESS, MERCY, and GRACE, with surrender, and UNDERSTANDING,-- HE --CAN,-- COME --TO----FIND

For too many a  YEARS, ME---HE---has ---caused, ---grief,--- disrespect,--- and ---DISAPPOINTMENT
no matter what for  HIM  that  I  do, say or tell, no matter what no matter where, no matter when, HE always will, not follow, listen to and HEED, but will continue to march to his own drum, better and far superior than all the REST, as  HE  is nothing --but --the --BEST, ------- the --advice-- of ---HIS---FATHER--- and ---all ---SIX---other ---SIBLINGS--- defiantly, ---neglect, ---disrespect, ---and ----RESENT

By john d jungers
12th of october 2016


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