Today i write you
Life wasn't easy losing you
I felt a piece of my heart rip off
Blood ran and you're always within me
This piece is with you
I feel i always miss you
You're the only one who ever understood me
The only one who can make me understand
Life was so different then
Now it is complex and complicated
I don't know what i am doing wrong or right
I think i am doing right if i protect people but it is wrong
Disliked with a passion for a reason i was never told
Rumours people dwell on now i am living in isolation
I can only sit here and miss your cuddles
No special someone as of yet
No children and poetry is not mainstream
I guess i not made you as proud as i hoped
I know you know i am not my mistakes
Family make me feel as though i need to care
Care about what exactly
What people think because they false hype my reputation and don't even know me
Sometimes i wish i was with you
I know i am strong and i can get through this
I feel you're worried about me
Don't be, i may be a little hurt sometimes
You need to know i am the princess strong not Miss Weaklegs
We got your messages through our dreams and we love you
I Got your kisses
Thy Lord had given the blessing of intrepreation
I wish i could feed you my food
I wish i could kiss you back
I wish i could hug you back
Don't miss me too much
I don't want you to be sad
I am strong, powerful, beautiful, wise imperfect, invincible
I am everything you said i was
I am eccentric, different, unique and someone nobody can touch
I am your pirncess I have changed and grown as a person
I will always be sensitve and i am sorry if that piece of my heart is hurting right now
Kiss it so i feel the blessing your love and your existence
I miss you and i really hope to show you everything turned out ok
I hope i have children so i can tell them how amazing you are
I love my life as it is and nothing will change it
I am simple and forgiving
I miss you so much
I really want to hold you
I cannot promise you i can always be happy
I can promise i will face the backlash and the hate
The abuse and the slander
I can promise you i can get through the obstacles and the pains
So you can know i am safe and you have a piece of my heart
If i never have a special someone
I will always have you
Thats all that matters