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 A New Woman


Broken, shattered 
Beaten and bruised 
Inside and out 
Going back for affection came with a fist 
Each order came fiery 
Each meal was aggressiive spice 
The love and passion was only good in bed 
On the streets your hands were my handcuffs 
Tightly gripping my palms a finger pointed inwards 
Poking and proding each time an accusation of wandering eyes 
My heart bled internally for freedom, but i loved you so hard 
My feelings were always patient and i waited months at a time
To see you back home 
Only to find cayenne pepper in my eyes 
Only to find chilli powder in my intestines 
Only to find my heart burning in cofusion 
Desire and affection 
I never knew my mind could cry for help 
My heart was begging it to keep hush hush 
Praying for a lifeline i couldn't stand losing you 
I couldn't cope with the taunting 
I could never cope with the cheating 
Nor with the games you were playing 
I was so young and so innocent 
How could i keep letting you back into my life 
Each taunt was sweetened with honey 
Like butter wouldn't melt my heart 
If fatigue clicked on it will be platinum 
Lord save me from the hits 
They just keep coming 
All i do is keep loving 
Its only ever noticed in the bedroom 
You never cared to speak 
Nor to give me the affection and communication 
I so craved, but my heart loved you 
When you was ice cream you was delicious 
When you was chocolate you was irresistable 
When you was funny you was incredible 
When you was loving you were everything 
Until this demon got a hold of you 
I never wanted to pull the Plug 
I never wanted to shave off Stan 
I never wanted to wake up being second best
Next to a thin curvy woman with 7 kids 
I never wanted to wake up finding s*xts 
To several models i never knew existed 
Bebo was my nightmare 
Blue and white was even worse it hit on more than my space 
I finally pulled the trigger and said goodbye 

Domestic Violence 
DO NOT BE A VICTIM 
WALK AWAY 










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