I never quite understood people
Their reactions often frightened me
Like my seizures all i saw was black
then I'm moving down a hole
Or shaking until my mind turns off like an over heated phone
Nobody can determine why
This is how i see the world now
Lord forgive i may be a little eccentric
I just don't get why people can't just speak the truth
A white lie is the surface of the nation
Its the beginning of a long term problem
In society because we are not introducing ourselves
Don't see the how many just see the world in blue and white
Purple and pink
Green and white
Red and white
I feel like i am done with it and i just want to go back
To the times when we knocked on the door to say hello
Now everybody is isolated
Holy i still knock on the door, but they re too busy on their smart a** phones
That cost a bomb and heat up so quick they exploded in S7 and
Now you're telling me
why don't i answer my calls
Sometimes I'm busy sat on a bridge in the wind
Trying to feel inspired
Now its out of the fields and the people think i am strange
Sitting there inking out my soul and introducing me
some say i just want to nosy
what is there to see all the green is gone and all i see
All i see
All i see
Is bricks and doors
Windows that never open and people sneering up at me
I see cars and so much more, but i don't see the world in black and white
You got something to say well then say it to my face
Stop treating me like I don't exist because i am just like you and
Haven't you noticed i am still a human too and this is killing me
I just swallow it up and spit it back out on the world
In inked words on a sheet of a paper then lord praise the tree
That eased all this hurt in my soul
I give it back to be used all over again
This is how i like to live and my heart is clean
You make me feel like some kind of murderer out to get you
After all the knife campaigns i fought to keep you safe from the evil
This world has come to something else