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To ALANON
Anonymous--, HELLO, --my --name --is---JOHN

I know that this, is a support group, for--PEOPLE
That helps--them-- as me to make sense of things and deal, and --distance themselves --from---a--troubled--loved--one----complete--and--FULL

For with--ALANON--the support group, talks about the common thread that all in --ALANON---have--the--SAME
It is enabling, supporting, and helping another usually family member, or loved one, in the alcohol, drugs, or any addiction --shameful--GAME

The sick person, uses, plays games with, and Sadly, selfishly----dangerously--MANIPULATES
Another person, usually a dear, loved one, mother, or father, sibling, or close loving friend--as their addiction--and--sickening---FATE

Any ALANON, support group, will be direct, straight up, and very quick to point --OUT
That you have to stop, and cease, worrying about them, supporting them, with all and everything --calling--them--and--feeling--sorry--for--and--WORRYING--about --THEM---and---their --where --ABOUTS


A person, can only seek to --FIND
Help -support -and -sobriety-, when- they-themselves- have- hit -bottom, -of---every--KIND

Some folks-never come to the positive--LIGHT And --distractingly---,devastatingly ---they-cant- get -a -hold-and-grip-and --stop --and --pull --out--of --their --affliction--, and --situation--and--lethal--addiction--, and --they --will--lose,--it--all--and-- everything,--and-- every --one --who --loves-- them, --and --the --will--to--quit--change--WIN--and----FIGHT
,

It --is --the --most --difficult --THING
For a father, to come to reality with this and to himself this-- ALANON--, reality----BRING

Right now im just-- mentally,-- physically, --and --emotionally, --exhausted--sucked --dry,-- and --completely----DRAINED
From --the --situation, --and --fact--and---reality, --of --my --son --being--distraught--on --the --streets, --in --trouble --very --deep,--alone--by--his--addiction--situation--and--choice-- out-- in --the --COLD--street--and--RAIN

So to hold-back, and stop every call,-of--support--and--worry---- i --know --that --i --MUST And come to know, and realize that, any person deep in their addiction, --them you---cannot--abide--support--or----ever--totally-- TRUST

For they will-steal, -- from --your --heart, --body--and--soul--and--suck--you--dry--mentally, --physically, --and --emotionally,-- bluntly,-- and---BLIND
And-- just --as --now --with -------ME-------leave you feeling, lost alone, cold as a bone, and in a corner--and----helpless---BIND

So i know to seek, an --ALANON--group-- one --day --soon --and--think-- that-- i --WILL
As right here right now i just-sit, alone in this dark room, alone prayerful, faithful, hopeful, silent, and-numb-- and --just ---motionless--speechless--energy less---feelin--slow--and--STILL As HUMBLY, whole heartedly, i PRAY Dear GOD, GUIDE, THY--WAY,--some --how--some--WAY
By john d jungers
03--march--2017


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