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 A girl with many stories "i love you all."

What else can you do 
When you can't feel through
All you did the past 13 years is make me numb
Made me feel so ugly and so dumb 
I just want you out of my life 
Why was i your wife 
All the years of negligence and abuse 
Why did i stay left no excuse 
Frightened of the blow 
You hurt me phyiscally you left me so low 
I resorted back to blades 
Within all that fades 
I don't like the fighting nor the desposition
Its the only positiion 
Its the only way 
To get out the darkness i have to say 
Everytime i felt i was sinking 
You was never blinking 
To save me 
You left me drowning in my epilepsy 
Everything was blaming me 
For all you couldn't see 
I tried so hard 
You made me feel so bard 
I fought through the negativity 
Building positivity 
Until i was desperate to get away
Man i needed a lifeline yesterday 
I needed a lifeline everyday 
It didn't matter if i was in love with you 
It aint always good to push through 
Things that are bad for you 
I was only 17 years old 
Had i been told
You'd unfold
Evil within 
I would have never let you break me i'd never let you in 
You almost killed everything left of me 
So now you will see 
This fight aint over 
So moveover 
I am coming out of my shell 
I am not a Girl anymore i am a woman with a story to tell 

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