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 A girl with many stories "i love you all."

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What else can you do 
When you can't feel through
All you did the past 13 years is make me numb
Made me feel so ugly and so dumb 
I just want you out of my life 
Why was i your wife 
All the years of negligence and abuse 
Why did i stay left no excuse 
Frightened of the blow 
You hurt me phyiscally you left me so low 
I resorted back to blades 
Within all that fades 
I don't like the fighting nor the desposition
Its the only positiion 
Its the only way 
To get out the darkness i have to say 
Everytime i felt i was sinking 
You was never blinking 
To save me 
You left me drowning in my epilepsy 
Everything was blaming me 
For all you couldn't see 
I tried so hard 
You made me feel so bard 
I fought through the negativity 
Building positivity 
Until i was desperate to get away
Man i needed a lifeline yesterday 
I needed a lifeline everyday 
It didn't matter if i was in love with you 
It aint always good to push through 
Things that are bad for you 
I was only 17 years old 
Had i been told
You'd unfold
Evil within 
I would have never let you break me i'd never let you in 
You almost killed everything left of me 
So now you will see 
This fight aint over 
So moveover 
I am coming out of my shell 
I am not a Girl anymore i am a woman with a story to tell 









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