I shouldn't have looked twice
I should have ignored the masculine physique
Couldn't ignore that deep, soothing husky voice
Why did i notice every time you wore a new cologne
Why could i notice each time you wore a new outfit
I noticed every time you sported a new hairstyle
I was focused on myself and achieving my dreams
The ones i hadn't made happen
Only you came into my life
You turned it upside down
Inside out i was lost in the feeling
i wanted to keep up with you
Going back to my past that i buried
Oh boy it seemed to have a spirit that followed me
A deep shadow i cried for a lifeline
Why did i smoke it
Why did i chew the khat
I buried it and when you came with that smile
I tried to wonder why you thought i was so amazing
So beautiful when there are others even better
I didn't stalk the past of you
The shadows requested me
Our kiss was beautiful and i may never forget the sin
Nor how wonderful you made me feel
You made me into a monster
Somebody i hated
Maybe because of him i couldn't trust you
You acted so similar i just couldn't help but break down
You hurt me and didn't see my cries nor the problems you caused
I know maybe i'll forget you
Only it hurts that you always lie
Always lie to me
Facebook is the diary that's publicized
So why deny it
Tagging the tag lines i didn't want public
Liking the ex models and not caring about how i felt
Nor how i felt that particular day
Se* won't change a thing
So i kept my legs shut out
I ain't a problem for wanting to commit
You're the indecisive problem
Your journals are on show
So why deny it
hating confrontation only i get bitten by snakes too many times