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 A New Woman

Written at 25 years old

I shouldn't have looked twice 
I should have ignored the masculine physique 
Couldn't ignore that deep, soothing husky voice 
Why did i notice every time you wore a new cologne 
Why could i notice each time you wore a new outfit 
I noticed every time you sported a new hairstyle 
I was focused on myself and achieving my dreams 
The ones i hadn't made happen 
Only you came into my life 
You turned it upside down 
Inside out i was lost in the feeling 
i wanted to keep up with you 
Going back to my past that i buried 
Oh boy it seemed to have a spirit that followed me 
A deep shadow i cried for a lifeline 
Why did i smoke it 
Why did i chew the khat 
I buried it and when you came with that smile 
I tried to wonder why you thought i was so amazing 
So beautiful when there are others even better 
I didn't stalk the past of you 
The shadows requested me 
Our kiss was beautiful and i may never forget the sin 
Nor how wonderful you made me feel 
You made me into a monster 
Somebody i hated 
Maybe because of him i couldn't trust you 
You acted so similar i just couldn't help but break down 
You hurt me and didn't see my cries nor the problems you caused 
I know maybe i'll forget you 
Only it hurts that you always lie 
Always lie to me 
Facebook is the diary that's publicized 
So why deny it 
Tagging the tag lines i didn't want public 
Liking the ex models and not caring about how i felt 
Nor how i felt that particular day 
Se* won't change a thing 
So i kept my legs shut out 
I ain't a problem for wanting to commit 
You're the indecisive problem 
Your journals are on show 
So why deny it 
hating confrontation only i get bitten by snakes too many times 













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