948830  Poems Read Home Login

 A New Woman

I always felt i had to be perfect
Trying to always get it right
Anger strikes upon the wrong 
Trying to make ends meet 
A bitter sweet symphony 
Strumming my mistakes over and over
Learning the hardway 
Stupid sins i have made 
Now i know its ok to make mistakes 
The anger is dying, but the sensitivity is still here 
A blessing and a curse of why people take advantage
Now i am stronger 
Only i am sorry if i ever let you down 
I love you mum and dad i call to heaven i pray constantly 
I am sorry thy lord who created me from a single clot
Sorry for all the mistakes that have hurt me and others
All i need is forgiveness 
Gotta redeem myself and take new oppurtunities 
The ones i struggled to deal with
I am sorry if i ever hurt you 
I am not perfect and now i know only God is 
Only God will judge us 
So we must repent from him first 
always the guilt is there to remind me 
Never to make those mistakes again
I know what it feels like 
It isn't good and i can now share my wisdom 
Only i will always learn the hard way 
I am 30 now and still it never gets any easier 
How i wondered what adulthood was like 
Until it hit me and it feels the same 
Different battles, different hardships 
Dealing with the devil and the sins 
Its just all the same 
We just gotta learn to handle it 










©2000 - 2022, Individual Authors of the Poetry. All rights reserved by authors.

Visit My Home Page | Start Your Own Poetry Site | PoetryPoem
[ Control Panel ]  [ Today's Poetry - ALL Poets ]   [ Search ]



monique Message from Monique - Free videos for your poetry. Check them out Go to Poetry Poem youtube channel and get the embed  
YouTube
dreamweaver POETRY BY KRIS ~ DREAMWEAVER - ~WELCOME TO DREAMLAND~ Read my Poems to Know me. I am in my poems.  
dreamweaver
poet5170 Poetry by Elsie - *WELCOME TO MY WORLD* ~ Read my poems full of fact, fiction and fantasy.  
poet5170
malibupoetess Life Lines by Malibu Poetess - Straight forward prose and poetry on life, love, joy and disillusionment.  
malibupoetess
norrie5 Message in poetry - personalised poetry, red heartshaped bottle extra special gift for a loved one  
norrie5
waterdragon Our Next Poet Laureate! YAYA! - Remarkable contemporary poetry by award-winning author of Out of Cullen Street (A House of Madness)  
waterdragon
athanase Poetry by athanase - Feedback and critique requested.  
athanase

yosph     reedster      patriciajj      poetry2071      ceramicheart  View All Poets
Newest Item: All I See Is You
“I haven’t seen you in ages”   I want to do you just ... More
Added: 2024-04-17  My Poetry List  PoetryPoem.com      Get a Free Site       Blogs     Stories     Premium Sites