I always felt i had to be perfect
Trying to always get it right
Anger strikes upon the wrong
Trying to make ends meet
A bitter sweet symphony
Strumming my mistakes over and over
Learning the hardway
Stupid sins i have made
Now i know its ok to make mistakes
The anger is dying, but the sensitivity is still here
A blessing and a curse of why people take advantage
Now i am stronger
Only i am sorry if i ever let you down
I love you mum and dad i call to heaven i pray constantly
I am sorry thy lord who created me from a single clot
Sorry for all the mistakes that have hurt me and others
All i need is forgiveness
Gotta redeem myself and take new oppurtunities
The ones i struggled to deal with
I am sorry if i ever hurt you
I am not perfect and now i know only God is
Only God will judge us
So we must repent from him first
always the guilt is there to remind me
Never to make those mistakes again
I know what it feels like
It isn't good and i can now share my wisdom
Only i will always learn the hard way
I am 30 now and still it never gets any easier
How i wondered what adulthood was like
Until it hit me and it feels the same
Different battles, different hardships
Dealing with the devil and the sins
Its just all the same
We just gotta learn to handle it