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 A New Woman

Written at 21 years old

Our love was on a wire 
Flames were slowly 
Rising like a cake 
Baking imperfectly 
Only who is perfect
No human i can recall
High i could see down below
The flames now at my feet 
I was praying for a lifeline 
This was a wake up call 
God was showing me 
I cannot live in fear 
Nor do i deserve to be abused
Secrets exposed that i cannot prove 
Children were also trapped on this line 
So much pressure but i had to make a choice 
Save them the heart ache 
Before they are stuck in a triangle
A web full of his evil lies 
Had i spoke out i'd completely 
Destroy their lives
I'd be hated on for the agony
Save the mother distress
If she didn't know it wouldnt hurt her
Only it hurt me to stay on this line 
Was i doing right? 
Only i knew it was his choice to fix the wrong doings 
To explain to her i was totally used
I couldn't be the dirty little secret 
A two faced bigamist laying beside me
I was laying on ice cold hard concrete
Already coated in marks i cannot remove 
Memories i cannot erase 
Words i hated to hear over and over 
Now these secrets stabbing my heart 
I hated this love i could no longer balance 
Was no longer real because you were never really mine 
I was stumbling only i knew to turn and pray hard
God i am calling you to erase my tears
Please God freeze these flames

Oh dear Lord i so need to jump off
Ca
tch me Oh dear Lord i am falling 
Only i am glad to have been caught by an angel 
God would never hurt me like you 











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