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If I was on the highest of highs
You can imagine the depth of this low
Not as strong as my disguise describes
Or my words convey
There's no hidden meaning
When you have nothing to say 
I'm reaping
But what in the world did I sow 
Not sure the last time a genuine smile 
Crossed this face
Love...I still love love...just
I no longer know how she tastes
Slowed the pace
Shutting the world out 
Cause she won't let me in
Staying away from conversations and
I don't respond to certain questions 
Cause I'm afraid of the answer
I just might give
I'd just rather not know
Not sure where, how emotions will swing
Trying to dodge
Yet I can't avoid them
Asking for forgiveness
Cause Karma's back...which previous sin did me in
So I'd lose a creature so godlike 
And why won't she let me fight 
On my best behavior 
So where did we go wrong
Cause you can't convince me
We were never right ....
Forever lost
Fell in and never out
Can't swim so I adapted 
But even I can't survive this depth
Gave my all
Not sure if there's anything left...

¥☼MOI☼¥  9 Aug 17

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