I'd say she's the last before I sleep
And the first when I wake
But that would mean at some point
They would cease
With her there's no off switch
She also owns my subconscious
Heart, mind, soul on the same page
I've got it real bad while
She's over there with no clue
I seriously don't know what to do
She's not the first
She will for sure be the last
How broken can I become
How long before I'm done
I'm over here shutting the world out
Trying to move forward
Snails and slugs beating me at this race
I can't even formulate enough words
How much more pain do I deserve
Where is my saving grace
All I can see is her gorgeous smile
I pray she's doing great
Thoughts of her I have no tools to erase
No way to evade
Damn there're those jewels
No way to escape
¥☼MOI☼¥ 20 Aug 17
.000001 step forward 3 billion back
My creativity starting to lack
All I want is...