I never wanted to say goodbye
I couldn't stand what we'd become
Strangers in our own love story
My first and you may be my last
Camouflaged emotions running wild
Lies you keep on disguising in excuses
I still know what they are because I can see clear
Sensitive, honest, patient, kind, caring and faithful to God
I just couldn't let go out of fear and love inside of me
I took it all the way can you please try to understand
My love was in depth and it was real
I wanted to make you proud of me and happy with me
I wanted to look good and sensational for you
Could never let you go and the tears form behind my eyes
I never cried unless I'm under 13togs and have an allergy excuse
Camouflaged in mice just coughs, footsteps, sneezes and breathing
No sentences as hard as I tried I grew tired of the same old love
We were two dead roses in the same vase
I woke up and said, "Who did I marry and why did my 17-year-old self not wait?"
only I knew I wanted a family, a job and to give the kids everything
Only you was never mine but i'll never hate you,,,