Sick on the inside
Like a knife peeling
the insides of my skin
Invisible I lay in pain
I cry myself to sleep
Lost in a mountain of problems
Anxious and alone
Only God and some special gems
Feel the pain of invisible illness
MY heart ain't always content
It cries while I sleep
Lumps form around blood clots
God knows, from what
Ovaries screech the engines
Stomach overflowed in gunk
Can't start the car to move through my gut
24 carat gold I will always smile
Even if I am dying
Eyes wander to drug abuse
Until I say I have invisible illness
MY brain is overcharging every second
Seizures overtake me from time to time
Migraines leave me for days in the dark
Bowel irritated like its split personality won't function right
I rest and don't feel rested
My eyes heavy and dark I just want to sleep
Somedays I am fully charged like fiber optic broadband
I upload perfectly and download right
Somedays I can't get out of my bed
MY cornea bulging outward I can't see
Just a ghosting imagery in foggy blurs
I just want to look good for you
My family, my friends, my followers, my subscribers my fans
I wanna go on for you
I wanna live for God and live for you
Smile even when I'm in agony
Life is life and it has to go on
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