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I have a “friend” that I’ve known all my life

My “friend” has become a package deal with me

My “friend” never leaves me alone

My “friend” has never given me a “normal” life

My “friend” only allowed me to drive for 2 years

My “friend” haunts me in my footsteps

My “friend” gives me so few good days



My “friend” makes me want to sleep for days

My “friend” has caused me to sleep 19 hours straight

My “friend” causes me to always be exhausted

My “friend” only wants me to sleep


My “friend” always causes me to be scared

My “friend” terrifies the life out of me

My “friend” makes me scared to go new places

My “friend” makes me scared every moment of everyday


My “friend” tries to control my life

My “friend” tries to limit everything I do

My “friend” is something I battle against everyday

My “friend” always wants to have a say

My “friend” tries to make it so I fail my classes

My “friend” that never wants me to do homework or study

My “friend” who makes me too tired to go to bed after 10

My “friend” makes me to scared to sleep in my bed

My “friend” takes makes me sleep on the floor

My “friend” makes me scared to be alone

My “friend” makes me expect the unexpected

My “friend” scares me so much I’m always prepared to go to the ER


My “friend” has stolen days away from me

My “friend” has stolen marathons from me

My “friend” has stolen my old self from me

My “friend” has stolen my all-nighters for homework or studying or movies

My “friend” has stolen movie marathons from me

My “friend” has stolen movies and tv shows from me

My “friend” has stolen my license



I’m happy when my “friend” gives me a warning

I’m happy when I can fight off my “friend”

I’m happy when I get to see the different colors my “friend” gives as a warning

I’m happy when I don’t see my “friend” for days

I’m happy when my “friend” is hidden

I’m happy when I can be my old self


My dream is a simple diagnosis
My  dream is to have a cure for my dream of a diagnosis
My dream is when I no longer have to worry every moment

My dream is when I can be excited to go new places

My dream is not being scared and being able to go on adventures

My dream is to be able to go outside of the 20-mile radius from my hospital that treats me
My dream is to drive a car again and not just sit in the driver seat wishing


My “friend” is being a medical mystery

 


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